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I am Also On the Market for Writing Gigs

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I can string words together in a pleasing fashion

I’ve been writing much here about how I am available for freelance web design, but I wanted to make it known that I am very interested in picking up freelance writing jobs as well, particularly within my areas of expertise.  I would especially like to break into some freelance blogging.  If anyone hears of jobs in this department, or knows of good resources where I can seek out said work, please drop me a line via email or in the comments.

Week One of the Freelancing (And Job Hunting) Life

This past week has gone very well.  I have now been longer without a  job than any time since I was sixteen.  But don’t think I haven’t been working.  I am handling a number of design projects at the moment (but I’m always looking for more).  About half of this week’s work was direct client work, and half of it was work I am doing as a subcontractor for another design firm in the area.  The design firm work is at a lower rate than I charge myself, but I am trying to justify that to myself with the acknowledgment that I have to spend less time getting that work.

I have surprised myself with inner strength and professionalism that I didn’t know I had.   The experience is teaching me to be less afraid of asking for things I want.  Shame melts away when you have the feeling that you have nothing to lose in doing something.  There is a lot of fear of uncertainty in this pursuit, but there isn’t that dread that comes with worrying about your job.  You are your job.  You make your work.  It’s a direct level of control of destiny that is refreshing.

I have worked harder in the past week than I have in years.  In a paid position, a lot of your time is spent doing tasks that are not the actual work.  But you still get paid for those hours just the same.  But as a freelancer, you only bill for work on the project, so your days are longer.  You still have administrative tasks that need to be done.  My financial goals will never be set on having 40 hours a week of billable labor.  Because it would mean 65 hour weeks in reality.

The Health Care Issue

A large concern  is finding a way to get affordable health insurance for myself and my wife.  We’re using COBRA right now (although I still haven’t received the paperwork, so it’s all out of pocket until such time as we can be reimbursed).  The COBRA is double the cost of our insurance previously.  Sarah’s work plan would cost nearly the same to add both of us, on an inferior plan at that.   I’m willing to take any advice anyone has on this issue.   If I continue to work as a freelancer, and do not find a full time position somewhere, then I will increasingly need to find a solution to this problem.   Going without insurance is not an option, given just the cost of our prescriptions.

What’s Next?

Learning to relax.  Learning that the work will still be there when I get back.  That is a lesson that I am going to have to drill into myself.   Finding more work is something I feel constantly compelled to do right now.

Developing my plans and schemes into coherent businesses.  I am drawing up plans to develop an actual design company that will be my public face in the web world.  I am locating other design firms in the area to offer my services.  I am writing proposals and pitches for the publishing industry that could be a big break for me if they go well.  I’m investigating the cost benefits of investing in my own printer for photo prints, and seriously launching my photographic work for sale.  I think I have a lot of great work in my portfolio now, and I would like to share it with others.  Getting paid for that would be a bonus.

Things look up right now.  I have a lot of plans, back-up plans, and business ideas.  I would love to have a 28 hour day to work on them, but if I budget my time right, I think this could end up being a very positive life transition.   The best part about it all is, I look forward to getting out of bed each morning and tackling it all.

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About Me

Hi! My name is Jeremiah Tolbert, but you can call me Jeremy. I am a fantasy and science fiction writer, photographer, and web designer living in Northern Colorado. I am currently starting a new job and cannot take freelance work at this time. Drop me a line if you have any questions or comments. I love hearing from new people and I now have a lot more time to chat.

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Frozen Food Center (HDR)

Frozen Food Center (HDR)

A concrete building in Old Town, reminiscent of Soviet Russia. Once a warehouse of sorts, it is now a very badly maintained apartment building, at least from the outside. Hmm, that sky didn't look like that when I was working in photoshop. Single exposure RAW experiment.

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Vedawoo Trees

Vedawoo Trees

The trees of Vedawoo are twisted and gnarled by the high winds at that altitude much of the year. Not much grows up here, but what does is very hardy.

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Prayer Rock

Prayer Rock

From the right angle, these rocks look like praying hands, and I've always called them Prayer Rock. More haloing than I would like. I should probably process this one again, but I really like the foreground.

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Vedawoo Light

Vedawoo Light

The sun was at one of those great angles where everything low was still in the shjade, but the rocks were lit brightly. This is the kind of shooting opportunity that HDR was made for. This is one of my favorites, and is in excellent focus compared to some others. No matter what your shutter speed, you _cannot_ handshoot HDR.

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Vedawoo, early dawn II

Vedawoo, early dawn II

Another capture of the early dawn in Vedawoo, a rock formation in Wyoming. This reflects the pinkness of the sky very well.

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Vedawoo, early dawn

Vedawoo, early dawn

More of the Vedawoo rock formation in Wyoming. This is taken just barely after the sun came up. Everything was covered in frost and snow, resulting in a blue/pink miracle. Less hyper-real, more true to the actual situation. Oddly, a little bit of vignetting in the top left and right, but not elsewhere. I'm not sure how that happened. Actually might be caused by the highlight smoothing, come to think. I've been trying to eliminate the halo effect, which is what I like least in HDR, but it's hard in these landscape shots.

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Vedawoo Dawn

Vedawoo Dawn

The Vedawoo rock formations in Wyoming at dawn. It's not quite in focus. I need to work on my tripod locking. The blur I think comes from alignment issues.

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old water plant

old water plant

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Rocky Outcrop (Landscape)

Rocky Outcrop (Landscape)

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rocky outcrop with stones

rocky outcrop with stones

Trying to bring back the effect a bit. Was too much in the old version.

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Like Something Out of Myst No.2

Like Something Out of Myst No.2

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Like Something Out of Myst

Like Something Out of Myst

Gotta look at these at large or higher size.

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