My stepfather Mike drives me out into the country to show off some discoveries he made while walking through the woods looking for cast-off deer antlers. He and an older man by the name of Chester often go looking for such things.
We drive nearly up to the Missouri border and park in an area under control for the Corps of Engineers. Hills surround a low field that has yet to be plowed under. Corn stalks still stand here and there like soldiers on the battlefield at the end of the war, while others blow across the ground in the breeze. Purple clover carpets the soil beneath the stalks, good nitrogen for when the farmer eventually does plow and plant for another season.
The sky is strung with low-hanging gray cotton clouds, thoroughly obscuring the sun. It’s a welcome change from the sunny bright weather of Colorado, actually. Overcast days are rare where I live now. A sharp, cold wind blows, making me pull my coat around me tighter. We walk down a muddy road. Water is everywhere, but it hasn’t been raining much, so it seems to come out of nowhere, and I wonder aloud about it. Mike nods and leads me up the side of a hill. Water trickles slowly down the slope through the grass which has become matted down in places with the wet. We follow the water up into a treeline, stepping among fallen logs until we come to a stone ridge at the top of the hill. We move around along the ridge until we spot the source; an old spring.
A half-circle of limestone pieces, fit together with no mortar, precision work that I become very familiar with through the rest of our exploration, has been set into the hillside three feet deep. the water half-fills the hole. Someone, perhaps as much as a hundred years ago, found this tiny upwelling of fresh water, dug it out and reinforced the walls with stone from the hillside. No one lives around here for miles, but that wasn’t always the case. (More below the photo)

I take photos, trimming away brush and debris, cleaning up the scene as best I can. The water is green with thick algae, and lichens and moss coat everything. The grass and weeds have yet to grow back, although sky-blue wildflowers have sprung up here and there beneath the trees.
Mike gives me a grin as if to say “you haven’t seen anything yet” and we set off back down the hill and along the muddy road, around a pond fed by yet another spring. We walk below the earthen dam that holds back the water, and alongside a field, following muddy tracks of a doe white-tailed deer that passed not more than a couple of hours before us. We find an old horse-drawn plow, rust-red in tall grass, the plowshare still biting into the soil. The gears and levers still function. I pull them and marvel at how a 50+ year old plow can be still relatively intact. All that it misses is the seat and chains to harness to the work horse.
From the plow, we follow the base of the large hill until Mike points out a disused wagon trail whichs cuts back and angles against the slope, climbing to the summit a hundred feet or so above the pond and field. The trail is steep on either side as if heavy wagon loads were carted up and down here until . When we reach the top, it’s not hard to imagine what loads were brought up.
Among the thicket of young trees, maybe 30, 40 years old in places, some older, Mike has found a complex of 3 foot high limestone walls that fences in more than a football-field’s worth of space. The walls show the same details and craftsmanship of the walls of the hidden spring. The stones are not cut of quarried. They are field stones that have been gathered and carefully fit together, tens of thousands of them.
First we examine a cut into the hillside, a cellar almost, walled off with limestone as well, with some pale stones showing signs of having been exposed to intense heat. Here, Mike thinks, was the smokehouse where the pork was hung and cured. This was a hog farm once. The walls seemingly haphazard were added to over time as the steadily wealthier owner added pens. I dig around in the rubble around the smokehouse and find bits and pieces of old bottles and some porcelin. Mike leans down to me and exclaims “Will you look at that!” I look up and he’s found an old horsehoe, rusted bent nails and all.
“It’s a lucky horseshoe,” I say.
“Well, it is now,” Mike says.
Mike points out a small alcove of walls with a narrow entryway, not more than four feet by six feet, and explains that this is where they would have kept the boar away from the sows, letting him out only a few times a year to sire young. It seems like a frustrating life for an animal, to hear and smell beautiful women just on the other side of a wall, but only able to get to them so very rarely. We move on.
Peeking out from just behind the bare trees, I can see a solitary brick chimney standing twenty feet into the air. We explore the concrete foundation which has heavy iron bolts set in to fasten the walls joists which have long since rotted away. I kick away at the fallen leaves and find old roof shingles, corrugated aluminum siding, and rotting wooden floorboards. It’s impossible to look at all of this and not start ot picture the people who lived here, to imagine their animals. I begin to wonder if they had a barn. They clearly had a wagon drawn by horses. I wander the grounds and sure enough, I find the buried foundations of another building, small, but not far from the opening in the walls where the wagon trail led into the ruins. This, I believe was the barn, where the horses were kept, and the walled area around it their yard.
How old is this place? When did they leave? How much money must they have had to have raised hundreds of hogs here? The questions the stones illicit are endless. We wander, tracing the outlines of the farm, and I try to picture it, try to travel back in time with my mind’s eye. I imagine that the farm was first built in the late 1800s, perhaps by a civil war soldier home from the war, weary from the killing. Weary of people, he buys a parcel of land far away from the embryonic towns of Northeast kansas. It’s not ideal, but some instinct left over from the war instructs him to build his home and farm atop a large rise where he can see for miles around, see the river cutting through the hills and carving steep banks below. there’s not much hardwood for building, so he begins to fence in his property with piece of yellowstone that litter the ground. Perhaps he hires a couple of hands to help errect his home, and he takes a young wife from one of the nearby railroad towns, maybe even Osawatomie. He purchases his first hogs and begins to raise animals. He plows a field below the hill and plants corn and wheat. It’s hard work, but not as hard as killing men, there’s that much.
His wife gives birth to three sons and a daughter, and it’s not long before they are put to work expanding the fences, building more pens for the hogs. They strip the hill bare of stones to make their fences, but they don’t simply pile the rocks together loosely. The hogs could push over poorly built walls–no, they fit the pieces together carefully. Sometimes they take a sledge to a piece to break it into smaller pieces, but mostly they use the pieces exactly as they are when they find them, simply fitting them together with thought and patience.
The years go by in hard, fulfilling work. The farm prospers. His daughter and two sons move away to the nearby towns, marry, and raise families. He is made a widower when his wife succumbs to a fever in the summer, some tickborne disease. The second son, the one for whom farming had always seemed to be his fate, takes over on the farm after his father dies from pneumonia after a hard winter. The son buries his father in a grave on the hillside and sets a limestone into the ground to mark the spot. He is illiterate–his old man had never placed much stock in education and did just fine without it–and so no words are etched into the marker. The grave overlooks the acres that the old man has bought up with the growth of his farm and the lucrative sale of hogs and pork.
The son spends some of his inheritance and builds a new house, this time with a concrete foundation. It’s small, enough room for a couple of people to live comfortably. He marries a woman, but they never have children. The depression comes, and things get harder. Few can afford to buy his pork and hogs. Eventually, they sell the land to a nearby rancher and move to the city to try their fortunes there.
And my crystal ball goes hazy. I wonder if there are descendants somewhere who were raised on stories of life on the old hog farm, but who have never seen what I have seen, never visited their ancestor’s lands. My family were farmers, not so many generations ago, but I don’t know the lands they worked. Arkansas somewhere, I am told.
With the ruins explored, Mike and I walk back to the truck in the drizzling rain. I feel today as if I have somehow reached back into time and touched the life of some faceless stranger. History is a funny thing, and I feel closer to it here than I do anywhere else. I don’t know why.
I’m glad you are writing again, even if it’s just putting your thoughts down here for us to read. I enjoy your descriptions of the secret side of Kansas a lot!
Thanks, Electra. I’m slowly winding myself back up with posts like this in preparation to write a novel, I think.